frost

i want to be a kind of magic you never knew existed

a secret world that only exists
in the spaces between you and i

i want to make you feel something
a feeling that never existed
until we met eyes
locked souls

exchanged thoughts we couldn't murmur if we tried

i want to be your deepest sighs
and your longest smiles
your bursts of laughter
and your toughest trials

i want
i want to be


but what i am:

i am
a frost that forms around your heart
small crystals forming
pulling on what's exposed
destroying what remains
beautiful at first
lethal at the end


but i want
i want something
something maybe
that doesn't exist

but maybe